Why did I make Mushrot?

weirdcore/ dreamcore means a lot to me. it helps me cope with derealization/ depersonalization-  of course, there are moments where i’m a little TOO depersonalized for it, but for the most part, it’s weirdly very comforting, in a bittersweet way?
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since i’m like always depersonalizing i like to try to make it into a positive experience instead of letting it turn into a panic attack, so i’ll try not to think of it as “this is scary, i feel so disconnected from reality” and instead just think “wow, i have such a unique perspective on the world, i should try to make the most of this.” of course there are times when i’m already feeling bad when it comes to depersonalizing and i’d rather ground myself but for the most part weirdcore actually helps.
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plus since a lot of the times it’s very nostalgia based, it can help me regress, or at very least be comforting and put me in a very peaceful happy state.
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so that’s basically why i made Mushrot. and that’s why i care so much about it. it’s a deeply personal comfort thing for me.
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the aesthetic im going for with Mushrot and the general aesthetic of that overall universe is just MY aesthetic lol- weirdcore, dreamcore, nostalgiacore, mixed with kidcore and clowncore